Sunday, 30 June 2013

what a girl wants

No joke, i want way too many thing to even list out la. Firstly, i want a walk in closet...... omgomgomgomgomgomg. LOOK LA SIA. dream on celine, dream. 

okay, secondly, clothes and everything of course, idk why. girls have the nature to want to be pretty i guess, SERIOUSLY, WHO WANTS TO BE UGLY. NU. so yeh, clothes to dress up and of course boost confidence and looks. If you dress up nicely, you will have better posture and u will look confident and happier of course, confident girls and women are attractive. ^^ dresses, make me look so flowy and gentle i guess, but ITS SO MA FAN. but its so pretty sometimes you cant resist. Forever 21 is good... haha. whatever clothes is good. 

Thirdly... of course.... makeup... its my life yknow... i think im to fugly to go out if i didnt wear them, OMG, i sense a long paragraph is gonna come. haha! my favourite brand for makeup is actually Maybelline. its the best makeup brand ever... the foundations are like most awesome and the blusher is the most cutest and natural colour on the face. NARS has a blusher which is darker in pink so i usually use it as a bronzer or sth.. hehehe. secondly, its still Maybelline but its their another collection <NAKED>. its a eyeshadow one, it look natural and some colours and use to conquer the nose and face. thirdly is brushes, how can you do it without  them, i totally recommend the bubbi brushes.. but they are so so so so so expensive. but the brushes are like GOD DAMN NICE. so i bit my lips and bought 2 of them. during my thailand trip, i bought the makeup brushes, its not bad also. so hehe . yeahhh . 

NARS blusherrr 

the brushes of mine
bubbi brushes full collection 

Wish List: 
more bubbi brush
lipstick... i need it..
vintage shoeeeee
too many.. hhaaa

NWHEHEHE. BAI BAI. i know many girls confirm feel the same. ~~ 

Friday, 28 June 2013


SOMEONE ATE MY BANANA. NUUU. i have sudden cravings, banana is the only thing not fattening that could actually stop my cravings... IM A HUNGRY MONSTER NOW BITCHES. hahaha~ to whom ever ate my banana, pls help me replenish some. hehe~

School term is starting soon again after A MONTH of holidays. hais. i think must drag myself to school. totally in holiday mood. school? Nah... just stay home. actually was talking to my brother about after secondary school life, JC/POLY is quite a hard choice actually. people think that poly is fun. but what i heard is , if you want to go a Uni, gotta have at least 10As 20Bs 2-3Cs. if you wanna go a better one, obviously its harder to get in. actually i wanted to join the course of business, but my POA kinda suck, so umm STUDY HARDER.

RECENTLY... i have been crazy over Henry from SJM. ahhhh, so talented and handsome, until even my bf oso jealous and keep shoot, but yknow, i cant have Henry, but he is alr mine. talking about this, reminded me of BUBZ video, she said to her fiancée that time, ( now married ) " if Lee MinHo shows up in our wedding and wants to bring me go, i have to go with him." her husband's face was so classic, cannot stop laughing. (henry)

hais, was quite into gaming recently. keep playing non stop, i guess my brain just asked me to do it because it know that next sem im gonna study like a worm. motivated to get good results. really hope next year can be same class as Sherrie. if not ill be all alone. i realised i really left with Sherrie alone, I really cant afford to lose her at all. its like.... nevermind, who need friends when studies is most important now. its okay to be lonely now, but not after secondary life. thats what my brother taught me.

School was the most stupid idea, homework are retarded, remidial is idiotic. i cant describe how much i hate school really, but its a need, not a want or not. so i decide to really put in some effort into my daily. yes, my CCA is always occupying my time. but i have Monday and Friday. but both day i usually pajiao one. ILL TRY. WATCH IT BITCHES.
" Results do not determine intelligence, but no results shows nothing. "

SO RECENTLY, relatives had been telling me i look more healthy and fit and slimmer of course, thats always nice to hear. i had been doing workouts and eating healthier and lesser then last time. SALAD is the best lunch break food ever. hardboil egg with tons and tons of fruits, maybe ham? AWWYEAH.

one of the days we actually went to a seafood restaurant the lobsters there are crazily big and huge and many things! the food was satisfying tho^^
after the meal, we went to a icecream shop infront of ngee ann poly, i couldnt recall the shop name......but pictures of icecreammm *DOWN THERE*

hmmm so, I will eventually blog lesser when school starts. SHOULD BE :p

Friday, 21 June 2013


Haze haze haze haze haze. Its making me feel so bad :( coughing so badly every single time im out into the air. Hais. Whywhy should come when school reopens ma. Now cant go out cant do this cant do that, its worse then killing me . boredom oh!  
Today wasn’t a good day since the start, was like… hais. Waking up to a insecure n unhappy mind due to s stupid dream, I shouldn’t be  tso emotional, its so not like me yknow. I should be strong, but I have no idea why I get weak when the thing is about him.. I think I have dropped to the category of “girlfriend” I always didn’t want to be in ---- overly attached.
I should change now. He doesn’t like it I guess. I didn’t like myself this way. Today was really a bad day for me. No doubts. I was crying in the hospital, the nurses were staring. I went into the toilet and cried. Luckily sherrie answered my calls. I know its very huang tang. Duibuqi sherrie for the calls, and thank you for always listening to my craps and shits and being there for me when I need you.
But my evening was well. Ate dinner… me n his problem sloved. Maybe not all.. but I hope tomorrow I get out… and pei him… hmm….

Hehehe. Got some selca’s 

this is what he drew for me in the diary.. <3

Monday, 17 June 2013

the adventure in Bangkok

hi earthlings! Im finally back from my Bangkok-Thailand trip! It was really amazing and fun which creates another pile of memories in 2013! It was a family trip so we obviously bonded tighter, and SADLY we never celebrate father’s day! But I sent daddy a long text, hopefully he got touched until ><
so im gonna start with 3 places I like and enjoyed the most!
*Third place goes to…………(drum rolls!)………… Street stalls!!
the things are like super cheap and there are variety to choose from, can bargain until idk what!! And the food is like… omg nice sia! Especiallythe bacon mushroom and corn! Yes imam corn lover, idk how many corn I have eaten in that short 5 days!! Too bad we didn’t have time to go chatuchat! I didn’t get to eat my ice pops! I missed it! Well next trip then!!!!
*second place goes to…………(tutututututututu)………… temple!
We actually went to the grand palace of Thailand! Which is still being used now, its quite awesome to see the historical figures and items there! And I actually took loads of lame and crappy pictures down there! Although I went there before, but this time we went its quite different as I felt more amazed by it, is it because I studied history and is quite interested in it??? Ok… im weird. But if u get a chance to go Bangkok, you have to give it a go to the place! The Buddha statue was made of a ONE PIECE jade man!! So nice!! But im not allowed to take pictures there! So I didn’t get to take inside but outside yes of course!  


For shopaholics like me, the malls are crazy, summor their sales just started when we went!! Which is fuuuuuu goodluck! Seriously very cheap and nice and awesome and happy and OMG idk what to explain my feelings for that.  There are like 5,000 over small stalls inside a HUGE shopping mall. Great that all the malls are so near to my hotel where I just need to like cross a road and I reach! And when u walk towards the mall, you can see many roadside stalls and you can go crazy over the price! And the shopping mall, got sell contact lens! LENS LOVER you will love all of them, one pair $8 only… omg really!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And there are way too many designs for you to choose from yknow. The clothing I found in the roadsides are like (convert to SG$) $3~4 per piece… if dresses $7~8.. WHERE THE HELL CAN U ACTUALLY FIND THIS PRICE IN SINGAPORE. Even GSS oso not so cheap eh *.* and I always regret after I buy sth… I should have bought more man!!!! Not enough to content myself!
In this whole trip, I seriously calm down and think that it isn’t the clothings and everything that eventually made me happy, it was the accompany of my family and laughter and tears. I LOVE YOU DAD AND MOM, DO BRING ME GO AGAIN. I realised this trip, im the one who spent the most I guess!!

one more special thing! Thai massage!!! <3 
its like pain and shuang at the same time good for your body! its a good memory and extreme fun watching my brother in pain ......... here are the pictures!

 some self entertainment! 

till again!!! <3