Life is so
fragile hold it a little too tightly, it breaks. Holding it too loose will also
cause it to slip and fall. Well, we all would have that one day where we just
couldn't hold that pot of life anymore, and eventually go. There has been times
where we just felt like giving up, but honestly that is not a choice of our
own. We live by the fate, although I do not believe in fate and all those. But
if you really sit down and think, what if there is really someone on top
controlling what we are doing.
ever been so fascinated by the fact that, we might be a game like SIMs for the
alien world or something. Sorry but I think, I just made you guys thought of it
just some random thoughts that I have in mind recently and no one could give me
a direct answer anyways, so I shall just continue to have these crazy thoughts.
So, a few
days back I went to watch my school's band concert with my close friends, honestly
it wasn't up to what I've expected. I still kind of enjoyed myself in a sense
that I have more memories with the bunch of people I enjoy to be with. There is
just so much more in life, so I have learnt to just be more open to all sorts
of places to explore and to hopefully have a fruitful year end.
is like the best thing on earth when it comes to many people to feed and the
large amount of food needed. It makes me feel loved to be able to share and
just dip the chopsticks into the large pot of soup. To be able to share, the
level of happiness will be there. I have no pictures sadly, I am a really bad
NOT . all this posts will be enhanced from the next onwards. I will probably be
uploading another blog post and there will be a week break for me. I AM FLYING
TO BANGKOK AGAIN INDEED. Its like my second home, this time I promise there
will be a full blown vlogging, probably upload 1 complete long ass vlog for my
5 days over, there will be interesting places I will be going, taping them down
is probably the easiest and fastest way.
remember the days where you would innocently tell people that you want to be a doctor,
a lawyer, a pop star, teacher...
all of that went? Gone case.
As we grow
up, we lost them. We grew out of the box of dreaming and start realising that
facts are not that appealing after all. Not because we didn't want to but our
minds doesn't do justice. We do not live by what we say.
We get to
know more about cruelty in the world. Reality sucks.
chilling effect is that we have that one less burden in life where we don't
have that much things to worry about. We lost that innocence within us.
inner drives that we used to have will be completely gone as we grow older. We
are just learning more truths, that is why people say that a child's innocence
is precious. Sadly, for the new generations they get to experience it lesser
and lesser due to the massive rise in the digital world. Pokemon. hurhur.
rising, we have new ambitions along the fresh years of teen. We have more
knowledge, we want to get into certain courses in college so we could be in an
industry we want to be in. But who knows what comes after you reach adulthood.
I am certainly
in a dilemma. There is like a mountain of choices for me to face soon. In
everything there is always a split path, remember that there is not fixed
things. Be bold and go for the least.
just generally indecisive. Dreams?
We are the
dreamers that lost our dreams and eventually retrieves them again. We slowly
discover what is true to us, true to our soul and not just pleasing others. The
point of living is that we live in our dreams. It may sound kind of ironic but
it is indeed the surprising fact.
we want, we must first learn how to let ourselves be dipped inside it.
Hold on to
the dreams, enter the dreams, go back to those white thoughts, enjoy the
process and that is a dream come true. It may not be all that fancy but we
would get those satisfaction, because we achieve.
childhood dreams, let revive the passion that we used to have because that is
what makes everything worth it.
I know I have not
done a haul type of blog in a FREAKING LONGEST TIME. So here it is, if you are
curious about what I've gotten this few weeks.
First, I would start
with all the beauty products that I got!
I got this at Daiso,
and yes it is only 2 dollars. But you have to know that, I do not know about
the quality of this at all. I haven't tried it or anything like that, I only
bought it because I thought it was cute. The packaging is what tricked me into
buying, that's basically it.
Clear lip gloss
I got this at Sephora
for about $12 or $20 I am not sure. But because that day I was really needing
some clear gloss and I didn't bring out a lip balm or any shit like that so I
went to buy one. I guess a clear gloss is an essential especially if you're
like me, having way too many colours of lipstick and not being able to buy
matched coloured lip gloss.
NYX Medusa Medusa
I don't know, NYX is
currently my favourite lipstick brand. For its price it is freaking worth every
penny. I got those each at $9, and I had a 10% discount. Thinking back, I
should have gotten more. I am really into the darker lips nowadays, go hard
girl, thats just me now.
NYX Hestia Hestia
It is this deep wine
red colour. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS, THIS IS A SUPER BEST BUY IN A WHILE
NOW. I really love this, planning to wear this. Not going to care about what
others say anymore. SUPER NICE.
saw this bear lying
on my bed.... this is the natural
reaction when I see cute things.
Daiso's Instant Japanese curry
I think I have
mentioned this way back in the June holidays. I literally survived on this, by
cooking rice and just putting this over. Have I not mentioned how good does
this taste. I mean, this is perfect for students who have long holidays like me
and decides that I want to be a couch potato for the next 2 months.
This shit, is really
good surprisingly. At first when my mother brought this back I was like,
seriously mom so gross. You just need to mix the powder with water and you get
this smoothie like beverage, super good and filling.
I wished I had all
the time and someone to help me film all this so I could show you everything.
But seems like I couldn't. You know I really tried my best.
When you're in a
relationship with another person other than yourself, there are bound to be
disagreements. In fact, it is during those heated moments when we truly get to
learn who the other person is, which ultimately makes you stronger as a couple.
Sometimes, arguing with your partner can be fun and playful, it is not about
winning: it is just about pushing the other person's button for a little spark.
Sometimes we can make
the most ridiculous assumptions and intentionally make your other half feel
inferior and insecure. It is important to have ample trust and space in between
especially at our teenage years.
We are all in the
same process of growing up, adapting, learning new things together. There is
only two way out. One being, you both learn and grow up together. Two being, as
someone start to mature, their thought and expectation changes this will
eventually lead too much disagreements and you both will eventually break
Relationship can be
very exciting and fresh for us. But we must always still keep a caution and be
wise. There is many different important
expects in just one single relationship, qualities that shows how strong the relationship
between you both.
Naturally, we are all
attracted to good looking people. There is nothing wrong with that, although
everyone find different aspects cute. Beyond just the face, humour and honesty
are the most popular next.
Nowadays, or even my
own experience, we rush into things too quick and things end quickly too. Going
out with a group of friends is a good choice to know someone better without
feeling pressurised. Focus about doing the fun things rather than romance. This
way both parties will know each other better in a " 2 way thing".
Girls, you are going
to hate this but let's stay realistic. His schedule cannot always fit in yours
like a puzzle, things are not always going to be smooth and he is not going to
surprise you with flowers and chocolates every single day of your life. He/she
replies a few hours late? They must be busy, if he really cares he would have
told you before hand or explain after so there is no point of you being all
fussed up and angry about that. We all need space.
Sometimes it is just
the little things in life that eventually pieces up and become one big thing.
Appreciate the little things that happens. For example, I really appreciate
when he hugs my waist when we are on the escalator, it makes me feel like I am
always to be safe. Sending cute little text along the days like " hey, I
am thinking of you. " makes one feel very loved and secure and sure to put
that little smile on their faces.
Making time for one
another. Some couples will have weekly based late night video chats, just
talking and chilling together while being able to see each other's face. Some
people are generally more comfortable in expressing their feelings through
skype or facetime. This special time together is what makes that little extra
something for the relationship.
DO NOT GET INTO A
RELATIONSHIP JUST FOR THE PHYSICAL THING. That is just wrong, and disgusting.
Respecting each other
is an important point. There has been times where I felt disrespected by words
others use, it hurts. So remember, always just give ample space so that the
other part will not feel so choked up. There are boundaries to everything, as
well as personal space. It is very important, I cannot stress more on this.
Something happened recently got me on this. If you have already decided to
devote yourself to this certain someone, there shouldn't be anything to lie
about. There should be open minded aspects, accept their past and embrace the
And lastly, do not be
afraid to breakup with a person that you no longer love. It is very selfish if
you just keep wasting the other party's time when they could take the time to
recover and move on to the next phase in life? Don't be a brat.
I hope you guys find
this helpful, all opinions are mine and there shouldn't be any hard feelings if
you disagree to my statement.
HEY GUYS. I know I have left this segment
hanging since I DONT REMEMEBER when.
I am just sorry and I know I could
have done better to cope with both sides but I figured that you guys will understand
what I am going through.
SO THIS IS MY OCTOBER FAVOURITES!
Endless Weekends Lotion and body
Honestly, this has been my to-go
scent not because I am particularly fond of it but it is handy and light. The
Body Mist has this sparkling thing that comes out when you spray with it. This
is why if you look closely, my body is always covered in glitter. It doesn't
smell bad at all, like the name it smells like freedom and happiness. I got
this from Bath and Body works as a set with the body wash, which I already used
THIS THING, is a life saviour. I recently
got a bunch of new drawers and needed something to arrange and store my makeup,
accessories and those bunch of crap. So I got this, it made my drawers look
extremely neat now, and honestly, I am just thankful for this thing. DO TELL ME
IF YOU WANT A ROOM TOUR via askfm.
I am not much of a digital person
when it comes to photographs. I do enjoy viewing pictures that were taken since
the past and just look back into the path of memories. So I printed out a bunch
of photos, not only with my friends but my family as well to fill up the spaces
on my bedroom wall. I think, the best way to see pictures is still physically
holding it and looking at the real deal. Printing photos can be expensive but I
think it is worth it.
Favourite Lipstick of the month
It is this beautiful blend of orange
and red. It is very bright, and I have just been wearing the living crap out of
It is just basically corrupted government
and runaways, bonding in family blood.
My dearest by Supercell, it is the
theme song for guilty crown.
Becky G shower!
Thanks for reading, I honestly have
gone rusting in writing blogs. But I will soon pick it up again.