Wednesday, 13 May 2015

50 shades of Exam

Exams are over and currently on the midst of getting them back (which may be hell or heaven to you, depending on what type of parents you have). While mine just couldn’t care much about my Mid-Year Examinations, probably have the faith in me rather than trying to push me. I am the type of person that gets motivated when I have absolutely nothing to do.

I guess, exams isn’t the big thing for me since the beginning. I never once treated any examinations very seriously till the point where I would feel sad if I can’t study. My mother is the type that like to bring me out during my exams, I do not know why either actually. Probably my mom know even if I really did try and study, I would have failed it too so must well not and I could spend some family time with them.

Fun fact, I can never study with food. When I eat, I eat, when I study, I study. The TV can be ON-ed, there can be 100 other distraction but I won’t even flinch. BUT when it comes to food, I am very distracted, it may reach the point where I might just literally stop eating for a month just because a major exam is coming up.

Well actually, when do I even study? L


Enough of all these stupid examination rants. There has been a lot happening, happiness and sadness is just a line across nowadays. I could be having a mood of a sunshine for one second and I could change to a lightning storm. I have been pretty unpredictable, I guess? But I kind of like the fact that I am “unpredictable” in a sense where no one will understand me completely and that is my advantage because I’d probably scan you inside out already.


One question: How have I (You) been?

I am certainly blessed, and still feeling blessed. I will never let anyone change that fact, I live my own and why would someone even want to attempt to break that peace from someone’s life? I admit that I do have a weird habit of doing that, I would do that only if I think you are worth the plastic play. Too real? I’m sorry, not so sorry after all.
The fact that has been pulling me back to say everything I want to say, if that society and people around me reads this, I never want to hurt someone just like this without even valid finger pointing. I can promise I almost never talk unless I am in front of you and it is indeed true I reach my limit. What happens when I reach my limit? That’s for those people who ask for it to find out.

Here are some pictures taken when I went out with my family >>

Thanks for reading this short post, see you around again!

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Sunday, 3 May 2015

#9 Girlfriend Rules

Here you have it, the time where Celine lose her girly side. But heck yeah, I am going to tell you girls what you should and shouldn’t do.

#1: Play with his hair

Just as much as you like him to play with your hair, he likes it too believe me. Of course not after he style his hair for an hour and you decide to make his hair messy, well that’s another thing. But when it is just you both, chilling and watching movies. Just play with his hair, I am pretty sure he will love it to death. The feeling of fingers caressing through the hairlines.

#2: Cook for him

They say, a way to a man’s heart is through his stomach. Well, it is true. Food in general will do actually, but cooking is always another way to express sincerity better. When you actually make someone food, with time and effort placed in. But, if you really suck at cooking forget it. Just buy some food over and let me just tell you he will still be as thankful.

#3: Be sensitive to what you say

He may have muscles and lots of mass. We often forget the fact that they are humans as well, humans have feelings, words that hurt you hurts him as much or even more. He is a guy, yes a male but he isn’t a robot so please, watch what you say how you act, he may not seem to have noticed but we are all born sensitive to nasty things.

#4: Let him go out with his boys

Don’t lock up and say no to every outing he wants. You get your time with your girls so why not the same for him? It is literally like asking for the obvious right. He is not an animal.

#5: He is not an ATM machine

This is what I have been noticing a lot, girls are becoming more and more materialistic, which I myself is finding myself falling into the same problem as them. I do not know how to really avoid this but all I can say is to control your urges. Remember the days that you could get stuff even you didn’t had his pocket as well? He will be broke, and you wouldn’t want that to be the base problem of the relationship.

#6: Do not use your period as an excuse every time

He may not forgive you for god sake. After making a big fuss out of something that is really small, and then apologizing after a huge fight and immediately wanting him to forgive you because it is your period. It is fucking unreasonable I swear, he may be a very understanding person but DO NOT take that as an advantage.

#7: Never use breakup as a threat

It just eventually gets tiring. Personally I will never ever bring up the word even that easily, because it is the worse condition I will want me and my partner to end up. End being nothing all over again.

#8: Love isn’t fairytale

Every girl wants their boyfriend to shower them with love, with surprises, with time and effort. Don’t expect too much. Expectation really kills, kills a lot of cells. You ain’t princess, he ain’t prince, this is reality, get it girl.

#9: Expectations

Lower your standards, do I really have to say this? Because of what the social media is implanting in to our brains, we generally became people who expect more, wants more, have greed. Everyone is born to have expectations but are they too much for them? Okay just imagine this, every day he just tells you what he wants, expecting you to do a lot for him and get nothing back. How fair is this?

I guess that is all I have for the girls. There isn’t much I could say because it is almost the same for both sides. Love is a commitment, love is an equal balance of bringing happiness for each other, respecting each other.

Thank you for reading.

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