Sunday, 28 June 2015

Honest thoughts about school reopening

What is school? Can I eat that?

It has been a quick month, honestly time never passed this fast for me. Not sure if it is because I was occupied by too much emotions within this period of time. Time passes a lot faster when you have constant building of emotions and events.
What are my honest opinions about school reopens?



School sucks, and it is true although they have their fun times but mostly they just suck. I don’t want to kill the mood for school for all of you, like now. But get your ass up and do some homework or you will get whooped real hard for not doing them the next day.

I got the worst timetable in the world for semester 2. School ending at 4 everyday doesn’t sound too bad but they already sound tiring to me. Not even going to lie. I am not ready for school and I will never be, I don’t want to face it neither I want to start thinking about O levels.

I was hoping for people who will be as “unready” as I am but I guess seriously not. Why is everyone tweeting about homework and mourning about how difficult it is when I haven’t even open the damn exercise book. Don’t be ridiculous, it’s not fun to be unhealthy alone.

Time check, school is reopening in 19 hours. What am I doing? Playing PS4.

My mom is so nice till the point where she got me a damn PS4 like 2 days ago, can’t blame if I get hooked up by that damn black console who is luring me every second. Its staring at me RIGHT NOW, and be like “pick me up Celine, play me, press my buttons”, literally, I’m like “no…no… n… YES, I am coming baby no worries”

Sorry guys got to go, my baby(PS4) is calling for me.

Thursday, 25 June 2015

BKK healing trip

I know I am pretty late at this but here I am, better late than never, my Bangkok trip.

Before I went for the trip, I wasn’t excited at all, I wasn’t looking forward to it. I had 0 interest in going overseas because I was going through quite a great ordeal, not “a” but more of a few. Things has been hard, till the point where breaking down wasn’t a choice.

After that, I thought why not treat it as a getaway from all the problems I have here. It did happen, although the sleepless nights where haunting, I did have fun in the day when everyone else was awake. 30mins of sleep for 5 days was all I had. Insomnia hit me like a rock, but trust me, I didn’t feel tired at all. (Do not learn)

Bad things aside, I had a really great time over there. I ate a lot, 5 meals a day wasn’t a joke at all. If you have ever been to Thailand, you would probably realize that there is hardly even any fat woman, not sure if it is the food they consume or are their work just really labor intensive. But no guys, I gained like 3 kg when I came back.

[2 seconds before you see all the pictures of food, DO NOT LOOK IF YOU CAN BE POTENTIALLY HUNRGY]

I have a lot of memories in Bangkok with my cousins who isn’t in the city now, it was fun bringing back memories. Remembering the times where we played in the balcony and almost died.
I just remember very clearly that I really didn’t want to go back to where I was, where I came from, where I started off and where all the troubles are. It’s inevitable to have to get back anyways, I thought a lot in the plane, blasting sad songs, thinking about how suckish it would be to be back in reality. I never understood much emotions that I had, which made me have really weird reactions to certain things.

I tried my best in everything, maybe it wasn’t enough. I even thought of abandoning my blog, my social media and everything that I had, because it was so bad. Let’s leave all this negativity away until I am feeling better alrights?

Here is my vlog:

Hope you guys enjoyed this, thanks for the people who have been reading my blog since the very start, I am very very thankful and grateful that how supportive you guys are. Thanks for watching me grow together. Just thank you all.
Next time.

Tuesday, 23 June 2015

Why do people lie; ?

People lie to protect themselves.

To hide something they don’t wish others to find out.

You and I have lied at some points of our lives.

How right can it be to do that?

But we all still do it anyways.

We know it’s going to hurt someone

But we all still do it anyways.

We know you’re going to end up hurting yourself too

But we all still do it anyways.

This is the reason why humans are pretty dumb.

We know the endings…

But we still do it.

The reasons of you failing,

Might have always been the same.

Why can’t we learn from one mistake?

Why must we continuously hurt ourselves to finally acknowledge that?

; lies

Why.. why do people lie..?

a pic from bkk, the post coming soon <3 

Tuesday, 9 June 2015

Education? or nah?

PS: this post is solely my opinion and you may have another well, we are chill here so. Hi.

Students our era practically place their lives on studies. Our lives is surrounded by grades and pressing factors that makes us partially lose normal senses of our minds. Why have we come to this situation where that “A” in our report cards determine most of our future?

In my opinion, it’s the truth that studies is important and it has the ability to change and open more paths in our lives but that isn’t how I want to live by. Sooner or later, you and I will reach a point of realization where you would know how important a degree certificate is, how important certain qualification you must have in order to reach a certain position. Argue about people who build their own business and name from the rock bottom and still eventually reach success? How are you going to guarantee you WILL be one of them? Being successful is one tough job to begin with, starting with nothing is hell. This is the dirty truth.


Lucky enough for my country Singapore to make a policy for every citizen to have at least 10 years of education or deemed. Others may not have the luxury to even get the education they deserve. In this fast pace city style country, without this piece of “gold key” you might never ever be able to advance in any department. There will be no place for you. I attended a kind of a “meet and greet” with our very own Minister of Social and Family development, Mr Tan in Library @Orchardcentral. It is basically a talk about young and aspiring entrepreneur, ideas and futuristic talks. So there is this portal where we can all log on and ask during the interactive session.

Someone asks “How does education deem as a factor for aspiring entrepreneurs? What is the minimum requirement? How is it important? ” He gave a really confusing answer being “Education is needed and not needed” Well, so do we need it or not? Honestly I think it is really just up to an individual.

We hold on to the keys in our lives, and we should be the one opening the doors to where we want to go to. Studying may just be part of it, well at least to me or for me, because I am brain washed by the culture but yea.


Okay, so grades doesn’t define you but it is, the sad thing, the key to open many things in life.

Monday, 1 June 2015


My reflection in the mirror
Is so empty, as if there’s nothing there
I walk alone on the street
But this empty street feels so empty
Baby don’t worry
After waking up from the dream that was you
This morning of reality feels so empty
As I face the morning, I realize once again
What wakes me up is not you but an alarm bell
Why is this damn bed so big?
In my vast desert of a heart, only a cold wind blows
I’m an empty shell, a coward without you
People around me look at me with pity
It kills me, no what a day
Before starting my day, without thinking I saw…
My reflection in the mirror
There’s no smile on my face
Is so empty, as if there’s nothing there
I walk alone on the street
But this empty street feels so empty
It’s quiet just like my heart
Baby don’t worry
After waking up from the dream that was you
My heart feels so empty
It’s over, my love
Where are you?
Now we are just a memory
I was happy, don’t forget me, let’s meet again
Good days and sad days
Hard days and happy days
Now it becomes memories of the past
The me and you of the past are now over
It’s like I came back to reality
My reason to live is gone, my head is complicated
When I open my eyes in the morning, my heart feels empty
I feel the emptiness, just like I did before I met you.